With the bright monochromatic dream, Am the wounded clown tired of lying? I just want one tear of pity, Wet this parched throat With your red drops. Because to me a dream is a black death When I wake up in the morning Am resurrected again Am tired of repeating the same thing everyday Are you tired of living? Or of dying?
Burning one candle on cake, i let the darkness go away! i smile on this scene, remembering the way he made my life. Making me forget my fears and making me smile in tears. I promise myself that on this special day i wont cry. Standing in front of window, i feel the world so happy 'coz someone is celebrating his day. I whisper in wind's ear, "Happy birthday pagal" with few kisses i sent. Knowing that his window will be open, this wish will wake him up and I'll be the first one to wish. If i was near, he would surely jump from bed, Before i could hug him He's going to gaze. And from his beautiful eyes, I will know. Touching his lips with mine, i feel his another print on me. When i will look at him again, he's going to make me blush. With a smile on face, i came back to the reality. I cit the cake, feeling his presence near and sing song for him "Happy birthday to you, May you have many more" Claps echoes in my ears and i sit on the floor with gift in hand. Starring the candle and waiting to hear him once again!
P.s:This is my really personal poem and is dedicated to someone really special:) and dont comment on it badly:D
Oh you people who left, I wish you only happiness I want to wish you all only luck, So enjoy every step. You all were beautiful mates coz everytime you made my life safe, Together we played, together we fought, together we laughed. And you all will live in my heart, I appologize for being bad sometimes and i know you all will forgive! Cant explain fun and happiness you brought, thanks to all of you! Reason we are apart is my wrong act But that was the best way i had, I dont want to take your time coz now its not mine and now cant explain reasons for miles. Today am leaving you all with best wishes in heart. May you get all you desire coz am ready to burn in this fire, Sometimes its better to say than to fight. So here's a final goodbye Dont call me from back, I may not be able to get again strong May God bless you all!
Packing my all belonging, i set off for the last journey Not aware if any destination but still i walk. My heart is heavy and my soul aches. The path is dark but i walk to search for a light. Light that will brighten my life and will never fuse. with silent prayers on my lips i walk scared on the path. I talk to God in my heart, telling Him how scared am i I pray to him "O Lord,grant me happiness i ask for his presence i wish he will ask for mine" Lost in his thoughts i walk. Stopping by a board saying"This way happiness" Before i moved to the happiness path, I ask my Lord "will he be there?" Not hearing any answer I fall on the ground "i can live without happiness but not without him, coz his presence will bring the happiness ultimate"
Forgive me my love, for my every sin. All my acts that have hurt. I cant take this burden anymore. My soul now bleeds so ashamed i am of my deeds, Forgive me my love, for my every sin. I hate myself for hurting you without seeing the pain in you. I never thought of doing this to you but still i ask for forgiveness. I want to take your hand and start another life. I want to love you again with sincerity and purity. Give me one chance, I promise I give your girl back. with everything that i lacked. Its only my fault that i forgot your pain. Somewhere between taking care of you, i forgot that i was hurting you. Today i realized my boy was my sunshine. You took away all relations with you and left me with tears few. Am all stuck on this path, please take my hand. I don't deserve this forgiveness but still i ask for your mercy. I don't believe my act, how can i betray ? I couldn't recognize the loyalty but forgive me. Oh my love. If you will be near no other mistake will be made. Forgive me my love, Give my your hand again
Oh these dark nights, look at these dark moments of life. Listen what they are telling. They carry the message of thousand people, people who love you. Dark nights write tales in fates. Some wait for love to knock, some enjoy their love near, and other spend time in loneliness. Sometimes people who walk beside us mean nothing. Why life partners dont walk beside us all life? Sometimes they are ours, sometimes just a dream. Mates do not say anything. We walk with them daily, not knowing about OUR destination. unaware of the bonds being broken. Together we wait for each other. to say something at least. But still we hesitate. We keep telling ourselves, "why me?cant he speak?" and time passes. In this clash, we don't hear the cracking sound of relationship. We realize this when sand has slipped. And then we end up on this "Those we love, never go away. They walk beside us everyday. Un-seen un-heard and still near, still loved , still missed , and still very dear
